Sunday, January 09, 2011
Carving out Time
Saturday, July 24, 2010
Getting out of the Way
Monday, July 12, 2010
Looking UP
I often wonder … why that what I want to do I do not do… why what I want to do I do not do. The apostle Paul pondered that same thought.
I know to do right- but…
The doing right is not really about doing wrong… I am a fairly decent and somewhat good person... (At least I can rationalize that thought for the moment) I surely don’t intentionally do wrong. Instead I just don’t do ….
When does inaction or lack of action become wrong?
I am not talking just the action of doing- but the entire thought process of what do I allow my thoughts to focus on. Whatever is right and just and true those are the things I need to focus on. Not focusing on the confusion of the world. Not focusing on choices of others- not focusing on the fear of the future that permeates the fiber of many around me...but instead focusing on what so ever is right and just and true. I need to think on these things.
Lately I have not done that. My focus has been not God –ward. It has been instead focused on what I can see…what I can touch and what I can feel. These have been what I have focused on. I have allowed fear and trepidation to erode my peace- my joy my confidence and my hope. I cannot see the future and I surely most definitely cannot change the future by worrying about it. Instead I am called to look heavenward… I am called to set my eyes on things above.
It is not always easy to look up. Gravity pulls my head down. Shame does too. No matter. Today I am choosing to look up… regardless of what I see touch and feel.
Today… choosing to live with hope.
Today.
Tomorrow will have enough challenges of its own. I cannot live tomorrow – until I have lived the today that is mine.
Today… I choose to live… looking up!